Thoughtful Faithful

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  • Dreams of the Faithful

    Of the many dreams the Christian dreams,
    some remembered, others not.
    Some in fragments, others whole.
    Some make sense, others nonsense.

    What should the faithful do?
    Who know from scripture, if not from experience,
    their sovereign does speak,
    in dreams, visions of the night.
    Who understand that still senses,
    can make for receptive spirits.

    So what means anything? and what means nothing?

    Maybe dreams are only dreams,
    until they are not.
    Maybe only by repetition, or other emphasis,
    or by intersection with the lived experience,
    of the faithful dreamer,
    are they ever meaningful,
    and only then are they ever
    whispers of the Divine.

    March 26, 2024

  • Issues

    As longstanding as they are difficult,
    Hanging around so long,
    the subsume the identity of the afflicted;
    ’the man who…,’ or ‘the woman with…,’

    Four thousand days and counting.
    Exceeding all resources,
    devoted to resolution,
    and the knowledge of experts,
    to whom the issue is referred;
    ‘nothing bettered, maybe little worsened.’

    So the issue has its day.
    Until that day one day;
    the issue meets its match;
    That fierce faith from the margins,
    the resolute conviction of the afflicted,
    regarding the stories she had heard,
    and the reputation of Him,
    now passing through.
    Reasoning of the old stories,
    ‘If he did it before…’

    Just one faith-filled touch, all it would take.

    And the issue (of blood) would cease,
    An issue no more.

    May 5, 2023

  • Futility

    If I can speak angelically
    or in otherworldly ways,
    but I am impatient and unkind—

    If I give away everything I own,
    yet rejoice in unwholesomeness—

    If I have mountain-moving faith,
    but I am envious and boastful—

    If I give, serve sacrificially,
    but am easily angered
    or keep a record of wrongs—

    All that I do, not rooted in love,
    is hollow noise in the end—
    a multiplication of futility.

    December 12, 2022

  • Grace

    That which I have undeservedly received,
    which I must unreservedly extend,
    to those who wrong me,
    or are otherwise in my debt,
    for theirs and for my benefit.

    That I in good conscience,
    can ask forgiveness for my sins,
    that the upward drift, of my supplications,
    like a fragrant aroma, be pleasing unto Him.

    December 5, 2022

  • The Spirit of the Age

    It may be a truism,
    that youth inclines the youngling
    to view with condescension
    persons and precepts,
    old in fact, or just by their reckoning.

    Like youth of yore, convinced
    that their age and the knowledge it affords them
    far surpasses any before it.

    It may also be true
    that a measure of rebellion,
    an air of supreme confidence,
    is healthy in proportion—
    as common in young adults
    as its manifestation differs,
    culture to culture, case to case even.

    It may also be true, though,
    that these tendencies, otherwise sufferable
    as isolated and disconnected occurrences,
    local in geography and expression,
    are now aggregated and reinforced,
    monetized and weaponized,
    by pervasive global technology—
    into one mean and faceless mob consciousness.

    Passionate about social justice,
    they eschew any obeisance to the God of justice,
    an archaic inconvenience, in their estimation.
    Concerned about the natural environment,
    they have little regard for the God of creation.

    More daring by the day,
    to dismantle every restraint,
    remotely rooted in religion,
    and at odds with their desires—
    stranger by the day.

    With absolute confidence
    in the righteousness of their causes,
    a certainty that derives
    not from their lived experience,
    or of those who have lived longer,
    but from the algorithmic aggregation
    of faceless like minds,
    and the filtering out, by the same means,
    of all dissenting voices.

    Bristling at imperfection in others,
    they are loath to recognize any fault in their thinking,
    with little patience for those otherwise persuaded,
    playing judge of the motives of others—
    jury and executioner
    of that sentence of ‘cancellation’
    they mete out so liberally.

    August 21, 2022

  • Cold Trail

    Sometimes our present coordinates make sense,
    we are where we are as a matter of course,
    where we expected we would be.
    We believed His leading, followed His precepts,
    so here we are, where our faith has led us,
    in the ‘thick of things’, where ‘it all makes sense.’

    We may even be mildly impatient,
    with those less certain, of their station and direction,
    ‘of course you will receive guidance, if you ask for it..’

    Then there are those times,
    when we are less certain,
    and it’s been a minute, since we last heard,
    ‘in 500ft turn right.’
    So we wonder if we missed a turn,
    We should have gotten ‘there’ by now.

    The trail goes cold.
    Our days, the actions within them,
    feel detached from anything bigger,
    losing consequence, serial chores is all they become.

    Here we must stop.
    Backtracking as needed, to our last certain location,
    that place of conviction without ambiguity,
    that last thing we heard to do, last place we knew to be,
    then probe for the usual culprits;
    like disobedience –
    that nemesis of many a walk of faith,
    destroyer of destinies,
    that point at which we frequently part ways with certainty.

    October 27, 2021

  • Our Father, Their Father

    How easy it is,
    to imagine God in our image,
    who has our priorities,
    likes our friends, hates out enemies.

    Yet He,
    who spreads out the northern skies over empty space;
    suspending the earth over nothing,
    He of intergalactic wonder,
    who gives orders to the morning;
    Likely cares little,
    about our pet peeves or narrow agenda.

    Ours may be,
    to seek out instead,
    that which He is doing, in His world,
    and then find our place alongside His other children.

    Find that section of His wall, His world,
    breached by sin, that we can repair.
    Ours is to seek out the priorities of heaven,
    and to humbly make them ours.

    September 29, 2021

  • The Jesse Sibling Complex

    Scorn for the upstart,
    who offers bold, seemingly unrealistic solutions,
    to problems that have stumped others,
    who may have the natural ‘advantages’ of age and experience.

    Who are unaware of his life in the back country,
    who did not see, his big acts on the small stage,
    slaying bears, drubbing lions.

    Thus detached,
    from the basis of his confidence,
    in his own ability, and in the reputation of the Lord of hosts,
    they only see misplaced ambition, even mischief.

    June 28, 2021

  • Pre-existing Conditions

    Weaknesses usually latent,
    handicaps that still let us ‘play.’
    Partial defects within whole systems.
    ‘Benign’ compromises, or so we think.
    Which when compounded by factors, old or new,
    within or without, or just in time,
    incapacitate the host, sometimes terminally.

    Sin is the ultimate pre-existing condition.
    Grace, the ultimate antidote.

    March 24, 2021

  • Failing Well

    When we hit the proverbial wall,
    faced with outcomes far different from any we prayed, believed for.
    When we thought God was in it, with us,
    and not in the generic way church folk often claim.

    Now faced with the inescapable finality,
    and little wriggle room for the usual dodges,
    about timing, techniques of supplication and such.
    That letter denying the object of our faith,
    the print-out bearing unwanted news,
    the loss of a loved one, whose situation was the object of much faith, prayer.

    Posers for, the thoughtful faithful,
    a questioning of initial assumptions, presumptions,
    even the essence of our faith sometimes.
    How did we get to the conclusion,
    that a particular course, cause was of God,
    a desired outcome, our just desert.
    Sometimes it’s bad theology – maybe,
    but most times it’s more.

    Then Romans 9:6 reminds me,
    “It is not as though God’s word has failed…”.

    kicks it wide open.
    Maybe we simply misunderstand
    because we see so dimly,
    fleeting creatures that we are, grasping so poorly,
    the sovereignty of a God,
    who comes out of all this, bigger than ever.

    Even if our real and present disappointment,
    Occludes this truth momentarily.

    February 15, 2021

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